Okay, I'm talking to JenFer now, & I realized I miss her very very much. Jess & Reen too ): We were supposed to meet up during the holidays, but as she said, 'we are so MIA'. HAHA. I miss our fun clique days in Secondary2Justice. Ohwells.
I realized, everybody's leaving. Nicole has like, 2-3weeks more in Singapore. Mel & Shan are going back to their new countries now that our holidays are almost over. My Aunt is flying back to London. A few others I know are planning on migrating next year. Yiya's moving (Okay lah, that's not out of Singapore but STILL). What's wrong with Singapore?! I like Singapore. Fine, go. Leave. SHOO :(
I have this sinking feeling that the KPAs won't stay together for very long after we go to JC. We're all posted to different JCs - Sam to SA, Loo to CJ, Clara to RJ, Jingyu & Teresa to VJ, Esther & I to IJ, Tab & Nicole to nothing, Chloe & Cheryl to I-forgot-where. & I bet the OLevel postings won't make a difference. I mean, we're all still gonna split up. It's sad, I just know we're gonna drift. I'll miss all of them. Kiam Pa Association, Dim Sum Dollies, 3 Mahts & A Minah / Dejected Souls (Oh yes, are we EVER gonna make our 'daybeu'! Haha), The Kumars at Number 81(Is that the number? 81?), & whatever else we call ourselves. (We were called PCDs :/ Remember Sam? HurrHURR.)
Okay, this post is long & sad, emo kid I am. HAHA.
We're the best of friends
And we share our secrets
She knows everything
That is on my mind
Lately, something's changed
As I lie awake in my bed
A voice here inside my head
Softly says
Why don't you kiss her
Why don't you tell her
Why don't you let her see
The feelings that you hide
Cause she'll never know
If you never show
The way you feel inside
Oh, I'm so afraid
To make that first move
Just a touch and we
Could cross the line
And everytime she's near
I wanna never let her go
Confess to her what my heart knows
Hold her close
Why don't you kiss her
Why don't you tell her
Why don't you let her see
The feelings that you hide
Cause she'll never know
If you never show
The way you feel inside
What would she say
I wonder, would she just turn away
Or would she promise me
That she's here to stay
It hurts me to wait
I keep asking myself
Why don't you kiss her (tell her you love her)
Why don't you tell her (tell her you need her)
Why don't you let her see
The feelings that you hide
Cause she'll never know
If you never show
The way you feel inside
Why don't you kiss her